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[31 Mar 2006|12:38am] THE DEFiNiTi0N 0F BEST FRiEND:: Somebody who is always there no matter what. The person you can call at 3 in the morning crying, & instead of getting a greeting like "Why are you calling me so late?," you get a "What took you so long?". Someone you can laugh, cry, yell, act stupid, or just sit in the quiet with. Someone who will sneak out & go teepee your ex's house with you, so if you get caught, you won't be alone. Someone who knows something's wrong even if you have the biggest smile on your face. The person you can go to the movies with & have a popcorn fight in the middle of the theater. Someone who loves you unconditionally. Someone who will never turn their back on you. Someone who cares so much that when you hurt, they hurt. Someone who dies inside when they find out that they've hurt you. But most of all, the only person who knows you better than you know yourself & always lets you know they're there.. no matter what. 5 | make my heart smile

[01 Mar 2006|10:47pm] ( amazing song... ) 1 | make my heart smile

[08 Feb 2006|01:51am] something my uncle said to me... me: it really takes a lot to irritate me, like seriously irritate me. usually i'm like "what are you freaking doing!?" then i get over it, but with him, he does all these little things and it really gets under my skin! my uncle: well with marriage its all the little things that matter... you need to find someone who doesnt do little irriating things or he will drive you nuts all the time...   you've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat     i didn't want it to mean that much to me...     & I don't mind saying that a part of me left with you...     i hate that i still turn my head when i hear your name, and that my heart still breaks a little each time...</3     Behind every girl's smile is a boy that puts it there...     with every sunset comes a sunrise     you're just one of those boys id do any little thing for...   <   Comments And Friends Are Love At First Sight. ♥ 2 | make my heart smile

[31 Jan 2006|02:05am] You called me up last night and told me how you felt. I said im sorry I don’t love you….. anymore. You said anymore? You mean you did before. I say you have no idea just imagine how you feel right now times 50000 and spread it over all those months then maybe you will have a taste of how much I cared. Then I hung up the phone before he could break my heart again... make my heart smile

[05 Nov 2005|01:26am] why can't i breathe whenever i think about you? why can't i speak whenever i talk about you? its inevitable its the fact that we're gunna get down to it so tell me why can't i breathe whenever i think about you? make my heart smile

[03 Oct 2005|02:44am] You can only get stabbed in the chest so many times before you realize 'Gee, this really hurts', and get up and walk away. always remember; when the pain of holding on is greater than the pain of letting go, it's time to let go. We have been through so much shit and after all i found myself sitll loving you but the other day i woke up and realized you dont make me feel special anymore all you do is make me feel like im worthless and i dont need that so guess what boy? im finally over you It used to be the reason I breathe, but now it's choking me up. _Brand New // "Sic Transit Gloria" DEAR HEART , i think you might remember me . i tend to not care for your feelings & throw you around alot . sorry for that . i just thought i'd warn you that i fell for a boy . so good luck . xoxo ♥ DEAR GiRL, i think it's time for you to let go of him . he has hurt you and me way too much . just let the memories fade . it's time to leave him behind . i know it will be hard but it's for the best . love your heart ♥ what does she have that i don't? maybe if i were skinnier. maybe if my hair was lighter. if i got drunk on the weekends or gave it all away to my first boyfriend. maybe it's the fact that she's all over other guys or the fact that she's easy & available. you say we're too different, i say opposites attract. you tell me "any guy would be lucky to have you." how can i believe you when you don't believe yourself? if you believed that, you'd have me, you'd be lucky. What’s really sad is after all you've put me through I'd still do anything for you. And after all this time It’s still weird Seeing you And not being the one that you talk to Not being the one you hug Or the one you call But its ok Cuz with time Baby I’ll move on… 2 | make my heart smile

random meaningless quotes... [16 Sep 2005|11:51pm] Everyone tells me that I could do so much better than you, but I don't think that they realize you're all I want. You're a 10 on my scale and no one else even compares. No matter how bad they think you are for me, I know the truth. I know you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. My most favorite cd, and I can't even listen to it because everytime the music plays, all I see is your face He looks at me with his beautiful eyes & he smiles, and it pathetically makes my day At one point her smile was real but now she puts it on so people won't make a big deal if im so loved why do i fucking feel so alone? why do you always do this to me? why couldn't you just see through me? how come you act like this - like you just don't care at all? do you expect me to believe i was the only one to fall? For once, I really waited patiently for you. For once, I really cared. For once, I really meant everything I said. & I still got hurt. make my heart smile

[13 Aug 2005|10:53am] I don't want anyone else to get the chance to realize how amazing he is. There are a million things about him that drive me crazy, but I wouldn't change them for the world. Because then, he wouldn't really be HIM anymore. If you smile when you are alone, then you really mean it. I love you not only for who you are, but for who I am when I am with you! Love is when you're a better person, just because that someone is in your life. make my heart smile

[06 Mar 2005|11:44am] I wish you hadn't held my hand and made me want you more. I wish you hadn't whispered all those sweet things in my ear. 5FA I wish you hadn't stroked my hair or hugged and held me near. I wish you hadn't smiled when I opened up my eyes I wish your touch had not erased all your little lies. I wish there were no little things reminding me of you. I wish memories would not make me feel the way I do. I wish I didn't know that if you called I'd run right over. I wish I could be strong and smart and give you the cold shoulder. I wish you would have treated me like just another girl. Then the nights I spent with you would feel like what they were. I wish I hadn't fallen hard I knew 5B1 you weren't for real, But I just can't help the way that being with you made me feel. I wish I wouldn't wake up sad and know I've dreamt of you. I wish I could get through a day and never think of you. I wish I could forget how you took away my fears I wish I only thought of when you didn't wipe my tears. I wish that you had been the guy I hoped that you would be. I wish I could get over you like you got over me. I wish that I could see you for the person that you are, but the heart won't ever listen or grant wishes on a star. make my heart smile

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